I have always been a very pratical person but somehow i ended up doing the most impractical thing or what was told to be impractical in world's view . i picked up a bad habit ....reading romance books. Yes romance books i dont know how or when (actually i remember exactly when )but this habit is going to be the freaking bane of my existence . when i started reading i was like ohhh.... never seen this healthy relationship in my life like obviously dude have you seen my parents or any desi couple around me . firstly i read it because of curiosity , then i was somewhat amazed ..... then unfortunately i started finding it cute .....goddammit now i am maniaclly freaking delusional girl in her mid twenties who wants probably every trope in the romance world to happen to me in this lifestyle with my highly imaginative boyfriend which i am sure i can't even find in this lifetime and with the type of men i come across in real life urghh.... forget it i am gonna probably die a single ,old virgin fat lady with thousands of spicy and swoony novels .i was better on the practical spectrum of life ,this life of high expectations are making me want to kill myself and then i can probably read those books from heaven .